27 December 2008

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS

December 24th

The day that everyone is waiting for every year - Christmas!!!

It was Zouk with Nicole, Miko and the usual gang...

Drink.Drank.Drunk. Why?

beacause smarty pants, Thomas bought 14 buckets of E33. How smart was he. Ended up, countless of half drank E33 was seen at the counter. hahah!!!

Supper @ Lavendar's pig organ soup with Naima, Kelvin, Vincent and Naima's friend, Freddy.

Picture time

:: Miko.Nicole.Mel ::

:: Miko. Mel ::

:: i think im drunk, lols!! ::

:: pocket-sized ::

what we could have been, Saturday, December 27, 2008.

23 December 2008

Shopping with the buddie...

Dinner at Oosh @ Dempsey.

Drinks at Timbre @ The Art House. Fantastic!!

Gareth Emery & Holla! with the Yong and Cheng. Missing out Ng... Sianz! Spoiler... hahaha!!

Photos tells all... :)

:: Oosh @ Dempsey ::

:: Pham.Mel.Audrey ::

:: Mel.Carine.Audrey ::

:: Pham.Mel.Carine ::

Oh.. The Happy Pill is back.... So happy!!!! *BIG SMILE*

Counting down to X'mas.... 2 days!

what we could have been, Tuesday, December 23, 2008.

15 December 2008

Let the photos do the talking......

for ZOUKOUT 2008

:: Adrina.Mel ::

:: VIP.Tickets :: Courtesy of Charmaine Wee

:: my stash for the night ::

:: me on the podium ::

:: Lionel.Claudia.Mel.Adrina ::

:: Best Festival of Year 2008 ::

Lloyd says my blog damn emo... ask me dun emo... No lah.. where got emo.. every week see you guys emo what... you all so funny.....

till then people... ZoukOut 2009

what we could have been, Monday, December 15, 2008.

02 December 2008

Sitting by the window, looking at the pouring rain. It reminds me of how HE shielded me from the rain every time we were out shopping..

I really wondered if our relationship is such a fragile one.

Looking back at the first time we met. The usual hangout. The first conversation we had. How we exchange numbers. The first time HE took care of me when I was drunk. I reminisced.

HE told Sheila alot of things that I never knew about. The plans that HE made on our 1st anniversary but it was shelved due to I had an appt that day.

The same thing happened when I was preparing for our 15th month anniversary. We broke up.

For the past one week, I've been hurting myself so badly - been drinking for almost everyday. Getting drunk was nothing but this was worst.. getting drunk yet I'm not sleeping.

In the end, I ended up in the hospital at the end of Saturday night due to internal bleeding.
I know it is silly but its the only way to let me forget the pain.

Remembering what I used to say, " tears are dropped, memories are left behind. Never to be brought up again. You and I will never be the same. "

if you ever read this entry... This song is dedicated to you. Love always.

what we could have been, Tuesday, December 02, 2008.